They'll say it was what the Court decided, but someone had a calendar. Someone made the plans and believed they were okay.
Today we learned that they will take our children on Thursday, May 6. Convenient, I suppose, for furlough Fridays and the weekend. My birthday is May 8. Mother's Day is May 9. We are not the parents who neglected these children, we are the ones who cared for them.
Last year on Mother's day I wrote a blog post that I have pasted below.
There Are Too Many Mothers In the World
Motherhood is a trust granted by the universe. It does not require prior authorization. It is neither contingent upon skill nor reliant upon capacity. There is no licensure, degree, or certificate of minimum competency. It does not require even the smallest commitment to guide or protect. Motherhood is a trust.
Children are the fruit of the universe; delicious moments that allow us to taste perfection in spite of ourselves. They are questions that challenge all of the answers we thought we had. They make us laugh when nothing is funny. They open our hearts to hope and our eyes to the infinite. They poke at us until we are breathing fire and then they douse the flames with a floppy bouquet of freshly picked dandelions.
This Mother’s Day, more than 800 children will be taken by strangers and placed within the callous embrace of the foster care system – an embrace so unyielding, so tangled, that they may be lost within its clutches for years – until it has managed to wring all spirit, innocence, and trust from their souls. This year, the mothers of around 300,000 children will fail so extremely that they will lose their children for a time. Some will fail so completely that they will lose their children forever. By their reckless betrayal of goodness, truth, and privilege, these “mothers” will mar their children with scars that can never be erased.
Mothering is a job. The hours are 24/7. The responsibilities are endless. From dawn to dawn we serve as maids and chauffeurs, janitors, nurses, and police officers. We dry tears and clean up ugly messes. We dream, we hope, we coach; we stumble and then we get up. Mothering is devotion; we give ourselves fully and forever. Our rewards cannot be applied toward a down payment on a beach house. It is in the miracle of every day that we are paid.
I cannot celebrate Mother’s Day without disdain, for I have seen the pain of reckless betrayal reflected in the eyes of my own children. I have felt the insufficiency of having not enough with which to protect the cavernous wounds inflicted by the women who gave birth to them. There are too many women upon whom the gods of fertility have bestowed the sobriquet of Mother. It is mothering that merits recognition on the first Sunday in May.
So...Have a happy Mothering Day!